rUmiNaTionS....over the past day...
morning...i said to myself...as i sluggishly pulled myself out of my bed to the ringing voice of my mom who woke me up...oh my goodness!!i thought i was really late...had a look at d time..pheww!..it was only quarter past 7...made d bed...got out of bed...then got myself ready for the day...working has been a burden of late...a rather not so nice feelin to have...as i said previously..i spend most of my time in d office alone...frankly speaking..i need ppl around me...for me to feel alive..lolz...jz facing d comp the whole day can kill me...but dats wat i hav been doin for more than 2 mths now...so who cares anw?
d moment i got up from bed...my thoughts were brought back to what i had learnt the night bfore at bsf...striking thoughts they were...but most importantly...it could prove to change my life from now on..the christian life is the triumphant life...but like paul himself...he expressed his utmost desire to know Christ and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, becoming like Him in His death...this is the secret to living the triumphant, joyful, persevering and consistent christian life...that is to know Christ...in a personal, intimate manner..also in an experiential manner lived out in my everyday life...
i have the grave tendency of thinking too much...worrying far too much...jz to name a few of the struggles that i still have yet to come to terms with..along with a host of other issues...nonetheless...i do know this...that where i am today..is not where i used to be...but where i am i now...God has not finished His purpose in me and through me...and i take great comfort in that...i want n need to learn how to enjoy God's blessings everyday...lest it hinders and distracts me from the One person that demands my all... emotional i may be...but i have learnt to embrace that wholeheartedly...cause God made me that way...and no other way..n i'm proud of that!
is my all on the altar of sacrifice made?
is my will given to Thee?
so shall i rest in Thee alone...
and in nothing else...shall i find comfort n refuge
and this the Lord hears
verse for the day: now this is eternal life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent
John 17 v 3
till the battles done...all ye saints of the Lord...
d moment i got up from bed...my thoughts were brought back to what i had learnt the night bfore at bsf...striking thoughts they were...but most importantly...it could prove to change my life from now on..the christian life is the triumphant life...but like paul himself...he expressed his utmost desire to know Christ and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, becoming like Him in His death...this is the secret to living the triumphant, joyful, persevering and consistent christian life...that is to know Christ...in a personal, intimate manner..also in an experiential manner lived out in my everyday life...
i have the grave tendency of thinking too much...worrying far too much...jz to name a few of the struggles that i still have yet to come to terms with..along with a host of other issues...nonetheless...i do know this...that where i am today..is not where i used to be...but where i am i now...God has not finished His purpose in me and through me...and i take great comfort in that...i want n need to learn how to enjoy God's blessings everyday...lest it hinders and distracts me from the One person that demands my all... emotional i may be...but i have learnt to embrace that wholeheartedly...cause God made me that way...and no other way..n i'm proud of that!
is my all on the altar of sacrifice made?
is my will given to Thee?
so shall i rest in Thee alone...
and in nothing else...shall i find comfort n refuge
and this the Lord hears
verse for the day: now this is eternal life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent
John 17 v 3
till the battles done...all ye saints of the Lord...

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